i can't stand to fly
im so dead..haha.econs was.super screwed for me..hahaha..i had a hunch to study the things that came out today..but i didnt do it.yeah man..i didnt..and i dont really care much now..got much more impt exams ahead..which can determine my fate.
i wont retain one...unless my parents force me to..if i have to retain, i'll just quit school..spend a few months revising j1 work..do home schooling..finish off a lvls next year, go to ns..if my parents force me to stay in school, im so going to fail another year and drop out..cos..i seriously dont wanna retain..i rather fail my a lvls than retain..like who cares..a lvls only.very big meh? a lvls nth one la..say until like so big..scholarship, uni..aiya..who cares..uni? lol.what a joke.
i always believe in one thing..whether you get the job accomplished or not is one thing, but the most impt thing is keep moving..if you let me choose between walking in the crowd slowly and taking 10 mins to reach my destination, or taking a longer way but i have to walk faster to reach at the same time, i'll choose the longer way..i dont like to be stopped or slowed..
what is defined by efficiency? taking the shortest time and shortest effort to get things done..well..i totally believe in effeciency, but i focus more on the "time" concept.if i have to wait, i'd rather do something else...
i'll only do stuff i wanna do..and stuff which dont require me to wait..something that..i can keep moving keep moving i dont have to stop kinda thing..you knw..very hard to describe..its like a kind of adrenaline shot kinda thing..i wanna keep moving..i seriously..seriously dont care if i pass a lvls..SERIOUSLY.not at this pt in time AT LEAST.i dont care..i can safely say..i view promos more than a lvls...cos its a year we're wasting..
yeah yeah..ppl will start the crap about, oh if you fail your a lvls, you waste your life....pls..life is more than going to uni..of course la.duh i will go..cos my mum says.go to uni.yeah sure.i'll go to uni.i'll definitely go..why not? go la..aiyo.but if im going to get retained..i am super sure.i'll be mad forever..mad at myself.
im a fighter..and it happens that..i want to fight now..right now.i want to fight.i want to beat the game..
oh yah..math..lol.math can eat my shit man..i'll get 0% for you all see..first in history of college.know why? efficiency.
ciao
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