now im trying so hard, with all my heart and mind..

hahaha.i cant stand it..i really really really cant stand it.i have to laugh it off...



haiz...hahahahahahaha.sorry.i cant stand it...this is a joke..its so jokish..



jessica tan laxing la..dont stress k...i'll be supporting you...lao ban niang leh! i promise from tmr onwards i wont niao you on a daily basis anymore..because i think you're really strong....really really strong..



hahahahaha.whatever you do, just make sure you can face up to yourself..thats the most important thing..i've had enough fun k..really..im gonna be serious alr.which is why i decided not to niao jt and lam anymore..dont worry man..as long as got me as your xiao3 di4..i wont let other ppl niao you two..



i've had enough fun..really..im going to stop..aiya..actually.....you all wont see me next year lah.so..its okay.if ppl wanna start telling me.nahh you wont retain as long as you work hard..yeahh.hahaha.forget it lah.



i alr saw the imptnce of studying alr..its not about whether math is useful or not..its simply about setting goals for yourself and shitting blood to make sure you reach your them..im really dumb to realise it now..16 years down the road..really..gahh.....



actually..the more i think about it...now i dont regret leaving hc alr..i miss it lahh.but leaving hc has taught me alot more about life..really..if i had stayed on in hc..with so many teammates and friends..i dont think...i would have learnt this much..you need to be alone..and feel alone.and feel despised..and unwanted.and ostracized to understand that....to get respect.you SERIOUSLY need to earn it..SERIOUSLY..actually..making friends from sec 1 to 4 wasnt difficult at all luh...because we were all guys..and.it was just....yeahh..simple.



but hahahaha..our guys tend to change when we go to jc dont we? i mean...come on.i can see you ppl..trying to swallow your f's.....stuffing the cb's into your tummy..


hahha.sometimes ppl know..they just dont want to say it..


to my dear teamies..you guys really rock man..when i left hc..venturing into unknown lands..i seriously didnt like it at all..no friends at all...starting your own business kinda thing..and at the end of the day..how many ppl actually know me for who i am and accept me? come on..dont joke...first few days of school in sec 1..esther told me..the school's not gonna change for you..you have to change to suit the school..this is HC..well....im already here..16 years of age..in a jc..studying as a year one...and i feel like a real loser..you all dont knw..when you guys are not around..i feel ALONE..i miss all of you so much..we can be so close..and yet so far.i miss ec house..i miss the times we got super high in ec house and started laughing like dicks..hahaha.we havent been to ec's house like..for almost a month alr..i cannt take it le..lets go after promos man..


eddy.ji.xian.tzin.daniel.mark.ah lu.sh.ricky.purhwa.lao niu.ah gong....lets get together after promos..all must pass.....we play ball as a team.we win as a team.lose as a team..we pass promos as a team.


time to shit blood

Dedicated to the number 14