i won't go until you come outside
made a mistake today..shouldnt have went to school at 7..waited all the way till 11.30 before i and r feedback..gosh..spent the first hour playing bball..got caught in the mph, got chased out..decided to play piano instead..cant believe i played piano in lt4 from 9 all the way to 11..zzz..freaking shit..just kept playing same songs over and over..
lol.i have given up on doing a good i and r.hahaha.heck la..anyhow do...dont plan on having a script for op either..lol.the art of improvisation = crapping la..see i on that day got what inspiration then say what le la..
dont give me all those crapshit..i dont owe you shit..and trust me..the "i thought we were friends" thing only applies if the feeling is mutual..hahah.in this case.its apparently not.
ooohhh..damn tired...
actually i realised, i never really treasured our friendship much until i lost it.....actually i didnt realise that by myself..i needed the help of my old phone.i didnt delete any messages..siao.i read all the past msges..i feel like shit man..while i was so caught up with feeling sad for myself for that thing, i nvr realised that there was a true friend there for me at my lowest......who lent me a shoulder to cry on, two ears to speak to..and a brain of course.and then now...sian..i like let it go down the drain la.i know it was my fault..i will try my best to make it up de..like i said i would
too late ah? i hope not..im trying to hard with all my heart and mind..i will regret for life one..
ciao
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8:14 PM
