the queen of my heart
today..everything was normal..i came home as usual..waiting for tmr..the final day..tmr i know if i promote..actually.if i dont..it might not be such a bad thing..maybe god planned it this way..yahh..
if i dont promote..its a sure way out for me.haha.i cannot retain lahh..really..i cannot..not i dont want.i cannot....
well...every day when i go home..i realised something which i've been neglecting..someone i took for granted..lol.jessicatan! i just realised that almost every day i go home..okay.in fact EVERY day i go home on the same train as jessicatan...its almost like normal..but seriously...she actually bothers to wait for me..touched...get happy la lao ban niang..i say you good leh....hahha
every time after i reach tp station..i have 15 mins alone..the long walk home..where i get to think about my life over and over again..i used these 15 mins constuctively today..i wasnt thinking about what i could have done..what i shouldnt have done..and all that crap stuff which can only make me regret.i was thinking about my future..about what happens tmr..what happens the day after tmr and stuff..i really thought.i.....could make a difference..i guess..i was simply wrong..
i walked down the wrong path..i've to face up to my mistakes..i suck..
ciao
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9:45 PM
