theres no turning back for us
i think its really the end le..hahaha.i cannt take it...im such a wuss.
what can i do? nothing leh.actually..didnt think jc was gonna be so tough..gahh..
math peer tutoring was so lame...
today damn sinful can..we eat so much..sian la..then still say wanna train weights.lol.i think by saturday we gonna gain kgs..ewww..tmr really really cannt eat at all.will die one la.today omg...
confirm dio gan tmr..piang eh..havent even learnt the dnd songs...nvr learn anything else also..these 2 days damn slack la..nvr learn piano pieces.nvr practise guitar.haizz.
haiz..i dont think.....haiz..forget it la..
i got a birthday wish..hahaha.if you think you know what it is..im damn sure you dont..no one will.hahah.but since i said no one will..im quite sure you all can guess..but then again..lol.we wouldnt knw.hahah.i think its sth only god can give me...really..im not gonna say it.
i could use some help...someone to talk to..someone who can understand what im saying..someone who can give me sound advice..someone who isnt busy and can give me undivided attention..someone who is old enough..someone who can actually give a fk about me..pls..pls..im praying that when i wake up in the morning..there'll be a person like that there for me tmr.
there have been many times, when i thought i was going to fall..because i faced problems..problems which were caused by myself...but...i nvr fell..because..i was never actually at my limit..and there was always someone there..someone who told me comforting words..someone who said sth like "i'll be there for you always..you can talk to me whenever you feel like it..call me if you need someone to hear you out"
this time..i feel so alone..probably because i distanced myself from everybody..to emox alone in the corner..but i really feel alone.the ppl who can help me are busy helping themselves *ahem* *ahem*..if they arent busy helping themselves, they're not around currently *ahem* *ahem* kkkkanggg....and of course..those who alr gave up on me..i dont blame them leh.actually..i would give up on me if i were them..
the holidays not doing me any good also..too much time la..even after the tutorials and stuff..too much time for me to think..think think..think until go mad.then alot of times im just alone..sitting there..even worse........save me..pls.
ciao
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10:23 PM
