brought tears to my eyes
zzz..i dont remember having this many dreams during school term....seriously..i dont remember having dreams at all actually..these few days..i dream every single night..EVERY single night..and it sucks.its so draining...
i absolutely hate it when i get scary dreams...because i freaking knw its fake..and yet it has to waste my time.but right..thing is im not getting scary dreams..im getting freaking sad dreams..zzz.i hate the feeling i get when i wake up right after a sad dream..its like..it wasnt a dream at all..you knw..
at least when you get a scary dream, you wake up, you sigh..you know.hey hahah.it was fake..but when you dream of things which actually happened, or things which are similiar to things that actually happened, or things you THINK MAY happen because of the things that happened.............when i wake up from dreams like this..i hate it so much.its like..hey.whats the diff man..theres no diff at all.gosh..and i can actually wake up feeling like crying.wth?
shit.
gosh man..just let it go..
ciao
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