i dont knw what to say
im just in a freaking bad mood..shit it.
i dont feel like playing for dinner and dance tmr..i dont want to play at all..i never even practised those songs before la..sian...truth be told.i never even listened to a moment like this once through before..well.its just my god damned opinion, but i dont like that song alot...i dont feel like playing more than words..not even in the mood for that song la..and i dont even knw what to play for that..broken chords ah? this love..whatever la..i dont even knw how to improvise for that la..
worst thing is..it wastes my day away..
there's choir....meaning i'll have to wake up early..zz
seriously, im in a freaking bad mood after having a freaking lousy day..what the hell man.i cant believe my parents..they'd rather endorse my brothers to play maplestory than let me buy a guitar..WHAT THE HELL?? MAPLESTORY..I REALLY WANT TO SHOUT THE F WORD REALLY LOUD.WHAT THE HELL MAN..MAPLESTORY..WHAT THE HELL..retarded...and the fad will pass, and they'll get sick of the game..as always..the same way they said they wouldnt get tired of the games they dont even play anymore..god damn it man..what the hell..what the freaking hell..freak.wasting their lives away.i hope they fail their exams next year.
havent been sleeping well for so long..no matter what time i sleep.by 7+ i'll sure wake up..and the later i sleep, the less i sleep.god help me..pls..i've been tormented since sec 2..i wanna sleep real late..like when in sec 1...let me sleep till 12pm....not tmr though.
so many birthdays and christmases, i never got presents since after 10 years old i think....this december..i dont hope for much ...really.....
dont expect and dont hope for anything...there'll be no disappointment then...
ciao
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