dont long for yesterday..

dont think.dont hope.just..just..just leave it be..

i realised that thats the most useful rule to follow..follow it.nothing goes wrong.even if nothing goes right...yeah.

没有期望，不要希望，不会失望...easy rule..follow can le..no hopes.really..it beats everything else...hah..i still remember quite clearly.not even a year ago...when we were in j1..esp before jae..i was so....like..following the philosophy of: 有希望的人可能愚蠢，可是没希望的人是超愚蠢....now right..im not sure i want to follow that..

i watched rocky on hbo..he said..its not about how hard you can hit..its about how hard you can get hit and keep moving on....lol.im weak la..i cannt get hit anymore..surrender.....lol.i feel so loserish..haiz..cant even perservere...

say yes to life? this is life man...this is life...you get hit..you fall..you stand up.you get hit again.you fall again..until you feel that you dont want to stand up anymore..thats it.

ciao

Dedicated to the number 14