fall on your knees

this week has been such a great week! yeah right..

i totally can understand why.....haha.but actually sometimes the more you think the more you think you understand..back to square one, you dont knw anything at all..either that.or you forget the importance of the matter you were thinking about in the first place..

chinese new year..well.i dont think its a very happy matter either.haha.

anyway...i dont knw what im doing..im learning songs at a slow pace..im not improving much for singing...i dont play bball that much anymore..goal setting time

1. finish page 7 of hungarian rhap before wednesday.finish the whole song by...may.okay..maybe april then..
2. try to improve my volume for singing by hissing like a snake permanently
3. play bball whenever im free

zzz.i dont knw what to talk about..oh..bball and ec house was great yesterday.lol.but i felt kinda errrr.lost throughout the whole day.lost in thought i guess.

i dont feel driven to do anything anymore..really..im just following my goals with a tinge of hope that something comes along to motivate me again..

its not tiring anymore..its just....boring.

woke up from a nightmare at 3.45 this morning...god save me pls.

一条路有多少分岔口?

Dedicated to the number 14