loner

everything is just falling apart..im waiting for things to happen.im waiting for things to happen..nothing is going to happen.NOTHING is going to happen.

make things happen..its not up to you..its never up to us to make things happen......what we can do.is only try..things dont happen just because you want them to..doesnt that suck?

i cant be bothered alr la..its like killing myself over and over again..reviving just to kill myself again..its an analogy.because i didnt actually die....

nobody had to say anything..

its not even depressing..

its just pure..sadness.





i just wanted one more chance...and....i couldn't even get it..
just goes to show how useless i am...

Dedicated to the number 14