只要你开心就好
haiz...im really really really damned confused now..shit la..its always this time of the year.
i dont wanna make similiar mistakes again..no more.twice in a year is enough..
sometimes alot of things are not up to us to decide..but still, we can do alot to make a difference...never think no..
but im tired.really..not physically..not mentally.i dont knw..just worn out i guess..one of those.growing up things....so many things you have to accept when you knw you dont want to..have to brace yourself..smile and move on.smile and move on.smile and move on..
its these kinda things..that really..make you worn out.smile and move on..
actually..alot of things.whether or not it is your fault...someone has to pay for it lahh..and normally.you pay for it.and other parties pay for it too..somehow..somehow.people like to take the lose-lose way..i dont knw why..somehow la..they just dont like to think of alternatives.
okayy...im really tired now.need to sleep man.gosh..i was really damn tired last night..thanks to someone...leave us outside his house in the rain for 10 mins ahhh...on the phone still keep asking us to screw off.*ahem ahem*...yeahhh..make us stand in the pouring rain..and dont believe that we are standing outside..wanna play punk lehh...hahaha
but thanks for all the alcohol and the few hours of entertainment at your house..i think...it made me feel..slightly....better..hahaha.i dont look sad meh? seriously..im damn sad leh..sian.......thanks for the dinner..lol.damn nice (y)...
"i never say anything ahh....i never say" hahahahaha.does that sound familiar??? hahahaha.sounds like sth someone said when she came home to find her favourite alcoholic beverage reduced..LOL.LOL.LOL
sian..just like that.i ended my streak of the longest period of time i went through without consuming any alcohol.regardless of strength or taste..nearly 2 months...nearly 2 months..zzzz.since cny.i really didnt drink.then within 1 week i drank twice..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
discipline ah..i think gg..hahahah
ciao
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