its just views thats all..
im becoming a very pissy person nowadays..its the time of the year..along with.........many other stuff la..
i notice how much i dont care about the things i dont care about anymore..i dont simply just dont care about it leh..i really dont care until an extreme level...sometimes i feel bad..
on one hand, i'm telling ppl how to get past their problems..relating my experiences to them..on another hand...im committing these sins myself..over and over again..is it just me? i try too much to make everything i do faultless..so that i can always tell myself.it wasnt my fault..i didnt play a part in this..im just going to set some rules for myself, or else im just going to screw up everything in life..i dont want that..
i need time to think...there is not enough time..i need time to think luh..seriously..everything seems wrong..i tell people to give chances..why am i not giving any? i feel like a.....i dnt know..shit...
that only applies for certain situations luh..for many situations i really dont care alr...hahaha.i can swear i tried and tried until im really so tired..and im not exaggerating..i dont want to give up.but i have to..yeah
ciao
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9:46 PM
