its not too much to ask
k la..i feel kinda relieved....like..finally..i can let it go.hahahah.well..it'll do me some good!
yeahhh..syf in 1 week's time..im going to sing my best..the same way i played my best for every single match..the same way i gave in my best in every training..
i know we're going to regret after its over...no matter how hard you work.you'll have regrets one.unless you knw from the start that it was never possible..for us, it is possible...but if we dont put in enough.its our fault..
i think i've realised..throughout these 17+ years..that i cant mug..and i totally..got 0 interest for studying unless its induced by something else..normally i only study when it concerns my pride la...put simply..i dont normally find the need to excel in my studies because it doesnt prove anything..lol..thats my personal view la.i mean..other ppl may find joy in studying and excelling in their studies.not saying that its not good..just saying that i dont want that..and i probably cant get it.hahah.wow.imagine me sitting at a table for at least 2 hours a day studying and revising.nahh..no way man.all my life, i dont think i even have an average of half an hour of studying outside class per day...ahahaha.thats kinda sad.
but i put in alot more for music and tv la..that one.cannt deny.hahaha.
haiz..when syf's over..i'll study la..i'll just study k..i must promise myself that i will study..gosh..why am i even studying lol..omg..i cant believe it.im studying..
yeah right..its gonna be 2 months from a lvls when i finally start..zzz.that sucks man.im going to fail.real bad.
zzz..its times when you feel like you really need ppl arnd for you..its in those times, when your true friends really become extremely significant...
and if you end up having no one arnd with you.its really sad.i mean.it may not be your fault luh..but its really sad..yeah.
ciao
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