lol.

im having fun

yeah right.

everything just strikes me all at once..

how small this world is..how everything links together..how a different choice may have led to an entirely different path.

sometimes, you find out about the personal life of your friends..it seems like they lead 2 entirely different lives..put it this way..when they're with their other friends..and when they're with you...sometimes i wonder how 1 person has so much time to mix with so many groups of friends..and how lucky you are to actually be with a person when he/she has so many other friends to handle at the same time..i cant exactly pinpoint it.....its just a thought luh..

thank god for my teammates.

thank god for my teammates again

thank god for my teammates for the last time tonight.

thank god.

thanks guys for being there..although i only see you guys 1 day a week..i think.....that 1 day really makes me forget any shit that happens in the entire week..theres always some shit happening..

conflicting thoughts..conflict with others..these things happen all the time..

im not too tired..i just cant be bothered to sort out my own thoughts anymore..i cant be bothered to stop things from happening, to make things happen, to change things.i cant be bothered to start afresh...i cant be bothered to put in too much effort to make things go my way..

nature's going to take me down a path i dont like...but i dont care..really..i dont care.

torturing yourself has to end one day..i have to end now..

well..ITS EVIDENT I MADE MY FAIR SHARE OF MISTAKES..AND IM APOLOGETIC FOR IT..SINCE NO ONE NOWADAYS SEEMS TO ACCEPT APOLOGIES AND FORGIVE/FORGET.TOO DAMN BAD

whatever..really.whatever.

Dedicated to the number 14