should never have done that..
im looking at my pitiful self now..im trying to figure out how much money i've spent..how much money i've wasted..how much money i need..i'm a broke man..
i didnt gamble my money away..i wasted it away..theres a difference.when you gamble it away..you have a small chance of getting money back..when you waste it..nothing comes back.gambling your money can lead to wastage..but wastage not equals gambling..i need to stop wasting money..
time to save again i guess..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.i feel like this is crisis luh
anyway..i really think im a dick...hahaha.i should stop predicting things man..cos.after i predict things.i kinda make them happen..and being a very negative and pessimistic person, i tend to predict bad things..and they happen because, i make them happen.self fufilling prophecy..kind of.
im not worried about mid years..hahah.dont worry everybody..im not going to like..feel hurt or even the least sad about my results..you normally feel sad when you dont achieve something you feel proud of..haha.im not proud about my results.nor do i want to feel proud about it.
im not a competitive person..and i dont normally want to fight for a win unless its for someone impt to me..or i feel really strongly for it..in certain cases, seeing people who think too highly of themselves makes me wanna fight hard to beat them in their game too.but thats rare..
rare..but not impossible..and i have a slight feeling that its here..just a slight feeling.
hahaha.im not sure if i can achieve anything..my studying stamina is probably worse than a p6 kid..but.whatever luh..once i get organised..all the way alr.
basketball seriously rocks..
ciao
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