i finally found something worth fighting for
yesterday was a weird day for me..
as usual i woke up very early..but.....i didnt do anything.just sat there in front of the tv from 6 to 9...then i remembered i had a studying schedule to follow.
hmm..then packed up my stuff and went to hc to find jason..didnt do much la..half of ny math, half of nj math..thats all..zzz..totally like shit..gahh..played ball.omg.we played 1 on 1 for.40 mins or so.im seriously so....tired..backache esp.i can feel it there.the strain.zzz.
yesterday..the lightning was imba..it was hiong until..zz.like it was going to kill..it was so near...i thought i didnt value my life anymore..i kept thinking.aiya.doesnt matter if i die now la..nothing worth for me to live anyway..but..when i saw the lightning so close yesterday, i actually felt scared..damn scared.and i know..that....yeahh..i still have things to live for.
ppl change..they change all the time.sometimes maybe cos they say sth out of a moment's rage, others take it too harshly..and the whole impression of them changes.just like that..snap...i remember that in the past, i was so affected by this kinda things..now less.ppl rage, let them rage..say finish alr next time still friends.
okay...errrr...lets see.what else to say.nothing...im so dead for A lvls......this week sucked all the way till friday.....and...errrr.........i hope all the shit is over soon.sucks to this shit.
byebye
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