jessica alba

hahahah.nice weekend man..i slacked the whole 3 days.

spent 2 days watching one whole hongkong drama serial.nice! i love this la.i totally dig this life..its like.life after exams.whats the diff? just that dont have to be troubled whole day by this shit blocking there..hahah.no more exams.free slack.but not much diff from now la actually.

okay..im so dead.i cant even remember ANYTHING for chem..so? hahaha.i've already screwed up la.like i scared..come and get me la exams...

haha.9724.this sat's first prize...i wonder why we didnt have a subject code which was 9724..hahaha.shit.

well anyway.i just think..that.....its gonna be 1 more week.before most of the shit is over..in this seven days.i have 3 days to rest..thats bad..very bad..why cant we just end it this week la..zz.

saturday sunday monday...sunday was way too great man...ran with yj.it was fun.

too fat la..im just a fatass.come niao me please.im a fatass.

adversity? it isnt what i like..it isnt what i can fight..im a loser man.

acceptance....is what we wish for ourselves, while always denying others...isnt that right? hahahaha.i cant believe it..i bet this is karma.

more often than not, life holds many surprises waiting for us..its just like a board game..let me explain this damn clearly..

sometimes..it just takes 1 turn..1 roll of die..to kick you out of the game..one moment you're the richest man in the game *claps*..the next.just cos you rolled some wrong number.you're gone...you're bankrupt....its about chance man.life is simply about chance..so many things can change just by one small act, by one small speech, one THING..whatever that THING is..

sometimes when i get lucky..im like..wow.omg, how'd i do that anyway? wow.what were the chances..but i did it..and im like..omg.thanks man.it could have just simply..NOT happened..similiarly, when im facing a whole load of shit.im always thinking.shit it.it could have NOT happened.if only i did this this this that that that..whatever la..

the point is..its so...confusing..and funny..how things happen just like that.im not complaining..i mean.it can be great at times.but...if you're on the bad side of the deal..unlucky you.hahaha.just..yahh.unlucky you.

sometimes theres no reason one..or rather...i should say.there's no justifiable reason why shit happens to you, or why you always get the good end of the deal..it just happens..whatever happens.deal with it..even if its some shit.you gotta learn to eat shit..shit comes, eat shit, shit shit..thats it.shit's gone..wait for the next pile to come la...its a metaphor.bi3 yu4(with two dots above the U)

chances chances chances..and im wondering..ppl are telling me the chance of striking lottery is low..hahahah.wth man....what are the chances of you getting bad luck a whole year? i mean..i got it what..so??? why cant strike lottery? what are the odds..

just ranting la..it doesnt make alot of sense..i hope that..even 1 year on when i read this again.i'll go "what was i doing typing this shit post when i could have been studying for chem paper 2?" but..as of now..i dont care..next year stuff, next year say..

its a tough period for everyone la..you see ppl stressing all arnd you..but think about it.does it mean that in this tough period of time we forsake everything else? including friends? well..im not saying that by not putting exams as my top priority, im right..im not...but the thing is..does it have to go to the extent where we totally shut everything out? okay la..maybe its just because studies are seriously not my top priority..

i dont like it when ppl tell me all the time..if you dont get this A lvl cert, you dont get this degree what can you do? at least get a degree la.then next time whatever you want to do you will do well in it..i dont want can? ppl can choose what they wan right? i want to rot..i dont have the will or whatever you guys have..studying all year round..trying to do well..always thinking of being the top of the class..top of the school.top of singapore..ya la.so what if you achieve it..*claps* its a great achievement.im not doubting that..and im sure i can NEVER achieve it..but so what? its good for you..but not everyone wants it what...right or not..

many ppl work..they study hard even if they dont like it because they know they must..they can prioritize..they know that when they get their degree..they can do whatever they want..so they just study for this last 2 years..and just chiong the a lvls..and after that they wreak havoc..

but really..its not for me..i've never wanted to study..worst thing is..i dont work for money..as in.i dont have the goal of wanting to make lots of money..maybe thats bad..i just want enough money for myself..thats all.not more..that brings about less drive..maybe its cos im naive..i always think that there'll be a way for me to survive..well..whatever.10 years down the road when i take up a job which is deemed by the society as less desirable as compared to others..MAYBE i'll decide that studying hard was the best choice for me..as of now.im too fking shortsighted to see anything okay?

whatever man.

dont know why i got so pissed doing this anyway..it was supposed to be fun

anyway.jessica alba rocks

bye

Dedicated to the number 14