lol

this is retarded..

yesterday went woodlands lib to study with ec and jason..hahaha.it was super cool.i was late actually.we were set to meet at 9 at woodlands.but i woke up at 8.30.do the math, cmi ma..and i had to wait for my mum to come back from market anyway..so just slacked arnd till like about 9.30 then set off.reached there luckily they got seats alr.hahaha.what a lucky table..with that incident..haha.i think dont talk about it online better.its so retarded anyway..zz but it was funny and it was a great day..i dont get it man..how idiotic can people get? fighting over such a small incident..zz.at least i got some work done la.i mean.thats not bad already.for me...ahhh.it was a great day spent at the library and causewaypoint..dont know why.i always feel better on saturdays..its like all the misery from monday to friday just goes away on saturday because i see my teammates..

i dont know how we forged such a bond la.i dont see cca ppl being so close most of the time..maybe its cos we didnt really treat it as our cca..im really looking forward to us going out again..our trip.we better go.

thanks for the tarts anyway ec..and thanks jason for paying the cabfare..thanks man.woodlands to home was kinda far, but with the cab ride.it seemed okay la.hahah

yesterday night was so retarded also..cos i was feeling sick from eating all that pasta and kinda tired, i slept early la..part 1 i dreamt about being in some camp.and i was sleeping and there was this big flying cockcroach and my sleep was disrupted..hahah.but the dream ended at about..3+ 4+ in the morning..i woke up to pee..coming out from the toilet, i heard noise in the balcony, i was like omg..it was some weird noise.so i just pretend never see never hear faster go my room sleep.i lay down on the bed.and i thought i cldnt fall asleep already.but luckily la.after awhile i did..when i awoke.hahahahhahah.it was the most retarded shit that ever happened in my life okay.i will remember this forever.

torrye.wtf.

ahhh..tuesday start alr.in 2 weeks time.most of the papers will be over and done with..then.i'll just be a goner..but..aiya.whatever la.

我看破了。。不知为何，你要在最后紧要关头才回到我身边。。我说的是我的自信。你为何要那么晚会来呢？我不了解。难道我永远都得体会这种后悔的痛苦吗？无法胜利，是因为我永远都无法在最后关头之前找回自信，找回激励自己的原因。。。。所以每次都得感到后悔。嗨。。说到来，还是自己的错嘛。。

i must be strong..i must get stronger...i musn't let this happen again..

i can see it more clearly now....

hahah.cant regret it again.

goodbye

Dedicated to the number 14