我不想这样过下去
爱让我们流多少眼泪
this is seriously..a screwed up way of living a life..
i cant believe im doing this.....
i cant believe it..
i need to pull myself together..
in awhile, it'll be 2010..
please...let it be better.....
from 2010 to 2012,
i just hope that i wont have anymore sad memories like this year....
let this be the last year where i cant enjoy my december in peace..please..let this be the last time..
im going to make an effort not to know anymore girls in the next 2 years...and hopefully for a long time to come..im not sure if i can take it anymore.
time for miracles? yeahh..now's probably the time for a miracle..please..miracle, happen now..im desperate for a miracle.....i never believed in miracles..i always thought humans could take things into their own hands..guess i was wrong...i need some help..really!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wish i could shout it out..but i never get to..i really need to shout it out
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant even remember the last time i didnt drink for 24hrs..
i cant remember the last time i had a good dream
i cant remember...the last time i could sleep before 2+am..
i cant remember anything....except all the pain and shit..
just let it all go away..all..go away..now.
shit this man..its not the right way to go.i need to stop
救我
i always wondered why ppl drank alcohol..i understand now.
ITS SIMPLY JUST A WAY OF RUNNING AWAY!!!!!!!
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10:43 PM
