hah

from now on..when i totally got nothing to say..i'll just say hah.

sometimes you just feel that you're at a total loss for words..

sometimes you realise how insignificant you are in this world..just another person, just another guy, nothing important...i dont knw how to explain this insignificance.

simply put, chances are almost always given to good looking ppl..yeahh.if you look good, you dont even need a really good personality to get ppl to like you..but if you dont look good, ask yourself how much its gonna take for ppl to give a shit about you at all..honestly la..i mean, if you think this is just some really immature view, i really beg to differ..this is reality..equality and all that shit.i mean..most ppl just like good looking people..its just like that..you're good looking, girls talk to you all the time, wanna make you talk to them, hang arnd you, they respect you when they talk to you...if you're not good looking, people just say "no la, we dont talk to him not cos hes not good looking, cos he has a weird personality.." lol..that guy probably has a heart made of gold, ppl just dont give a shit and dont wanna find out about him cos he doesnt look good enough..

not shuai.not shuai enough...whatever la.seriously.

too insignificant le la..hah

every man for himself de la..team spirit team spirit..end up isnt it the same, the guy who scores the most gets the most money and best contracts..the guy who does the sai gang which ppl cant see gets nothing at all..its simple as this..every man for himself.

hah..i always wondered why people chose to go overseas to study..wont they miss home? wont they feel like they dont belong there? what about their friends in singapore?

i realised the key to it...its just so simple, everyone says it all the time..every man for himself.meritocratic society.no one actually gives much thought about whether their friends are going to succeed in life..i mean, does anyone actually worry about what course their friends are taking in uni, whether they're suited for it? no.no one really cares.

its just me..myself..i..my..mine..i just need to be the best..i dont give a shit about the rest.

at the end of the day....many just leave their lives on earth never having really cared about anyone else because they were too busy keeping themselves alive...

nothing much to say le..

its just so easy.either you have lots of money, or else you have good looks..if you have neither..it doesnt matter if you have a heart of gold..its freaking useless..

"no mah..people do judge personalities too.."

yeah la yeah la..judge in the bad way..see pretty girls say their bitches.say their bimbos..lame.

since when did someone on the street walk past a below average looking person and stopped to say, hey man, that guy's got a hell of a kind heart..

you wait long long.

Dedicated to the number 14