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why do they always..always fall for those who leave them...

"有人玩你，你就玩别人"...i never believed in this..i always believed that treating everyone with sincerity from your heart was the key to success..so much so that..i changed.even though i really didnt like someone..i tried my best to make space for them in my heart..i tried my best to accept them sincerely and not think/talk bad about them..

and yet..im still the one getting played..i dont believe that if i dont play others i'll always be the one getting played..i never believed it..but it starts to look like its true....it makes sense doesnt it..if you're the one playing others, you got the leverage..

its always like that.....老虎不发威，别人把它当病猫

yahhh...its just like that.

im just a loser..

i just found out..if i dont get married..i'll have to be 35 in order to apply for a hdb flat.cool.

when i was young..i always had that feeling..i just had that feeling..maybe..one day i may get married..maybe...it'll be cool to get married...

i guess my feeling was wrong..yeahh..

no cash, no credit card, no condo, no car, no career, no ambition, no looks, no talents...just go and die...

im so sick of it..im so sick of it.....

i've totally..lost sight of any goal in life..totally..lost my sense of direction in life..totally..given up on any hopes of having a life partner/wife....i feel hopeless..

and i guess..this feeling..sucks more than failing all your tests and getting scolded by teachers/disappointing your parents by failing/not doing well in your cca..all put into 1..this feeling sucks......and the worst thing is.......im facing all these every day..every night..when im alone..just alone all by myself..

i cant deal with this..its just too stressful..

life is complex..it could have been easy..but in singapore, in this society..it just has to be complex..you have to go through at least 5 kg of paperwork just to get a car, get married, buy a house...it just has to be complex..i always hated complicated and tedious stuff..especially tedious..

cos im just too freaking lazy to give a shit about it...

easily irritable/extremely lazy/irritating/easily dislikable/laid back/no ambitions

men like this are rare....

useless indeed.

wow..there's one here.its me =)

what time is it? its 12.20..nahh..

its tiger time.

beer belly come and get me..

hahahaha.like i give a shit? HAHAHAAH

Dedicated to the number 14