wow.its the first day of cny

yeah..so what?

i totally hate visiting.so.here i am...at home.

i really hate waking up and feeling like im 40..you knw.sometimes i do....i wake up and my whole body is just.......weak..and.so..soft..ahhhh..alcohol..

so.im back from malaysia..gotta say.it was not really fun.and there wasnt much family bonding done..thats what i hate about occasions..you dont bond with your family only when there's some occasion.you're supposed to be bonding all the time..so....whats the meaning of this.if i meet my relatives once in a year..whats the diff even if i dont turn up? you dont bond in 1 day..

im going to jog later with dave...to get all the fat off..ewww man.all that.food..gahh.

its so painful..

so painful..

so painful..

so painful..

so pain...

im just feeling pain here and there and everywhere in my heart.

Dedicated to the number 14