woah..been a long time.hahah.jun 12.its now sept 12th..i cant believe it.its so coincidental.i just deicded to blog today.gonna read my jun 12th post later..3 mths from jun 12 to now..3 mths from now to dec 17th..its gonna be a long long journey..hahah.

do a recap.i was in yankee plt4 section 4.the best section ever to be in if you wanna enjoy army..but good things had to end.i was posted to scs echo plt 3 sect 2..when we were first posted there, i gotta say everyone felt damn sian.first and second day,it was damn damn damn damn sian...worst thing is that me and daniel got appointed store ics..first 2 days were hell with no admin time.yeah.but things got alot better.and i really enjoyed my time in the section.esp nearing the end of the course la when things got slacker and you knew everyone better.haiz..

then we got posted out..i got posted to engineers with many yankee/echo platoon mates..but the thing is.it was really depressing the first day we got there..cos we were split up to the supposed cbre platoon and the supposed bridging platoon.so..me and daniel, finally split up.hahaha.sian.sucks not to be able to see him arnd in bunk la.since i've been seeing him arnd since bmt..but yeah..gotta get used to it..its only been 2 days, but it felt like hell..and when we booked out, the feeling really really rocked.i gotta say.it was one of the best bookouts ever.

best bookout: after 3 week confinement
2nd: after bmt field camp (even though it was only less than 24hrs)
3rd: first engineer's bookout

it was really good..you knw.i dont knw how im going to survive the rest of the days..seriously.we only booked in for 2 days last week and im alr dying.cant take it..wonder if my new bunkmates/buddies are nice guys.they seem nice la, but dont knw if i can really be friends with them like my ex section mates.you knw la, new place new culture.

anyway..i really love music.cant live without music.cant live without piano.cant live without guitar.cant live without singing.

as for life..i think im doing fine.at times i feel really isolated.esp when in camp la.hard to blame right.all unfamiliar faces..but yeah..life is okay i guess, the moment i step out of nscc.its just like this la..

1year 10mths.i've served only about 4mths+...its a long long way to go.and after my service as a nsf.what am i gonna do? with suckshit a lvl results, not many places to go huh..but really still gotta study la.in this world, no degree no life.got degree doesnt mean got life, but no degree=no life.unless you're really the entrepreneur kind or you get really lucky with jackpot and toto.

friends come friends go.you realise who are the ones who really stick.you just gotta let the rest go.cant cling on no more.hahaha.its just like that.life's just like that.i used to be unable to accept it.doing better now.ha

good luck to my dear friends going to brunei for jcc, im sure you ppl will come out a stronger person..really really envious of you guys having that chance.im sure if it was me, i wouldnt be proud of it la.i wouldnt even wanna go.but im proud of you guys.i know you can definitely get the badge.all the best.be careful of the crocs =) stay safe.commissioning soon!

booking in in less than 12 hrs.sucky life.sucky thumb.suck thumb

maybe..post again if i have more thoughts.or else.its gonna be dec 17th when i get my sa diao lol.

wospec life siol.

anyway.to everyone..love your lives.treasure it.dont sui2 bian4 sui2 bian4..make your own choices.live with it.

have fun bye

Dedicated to the number 14