posting out of eti on wednesday..uncertain of my future..realised that this decides the rest of my life related to ns..
i dont know what to think sometimes...but.i've realised that in life, many things rely on fate.some people just aren't meant to be tgt, some ppl just aren't meant to be friends, some ppl just aren't meant to meet at all in the first place.
so..dont ever treat anything as yours until you have it.if you dont possess it, its not yours..and.you'll never lose it.just because it seems like you have hope doesnt mean that it alr belongs to you la..its just like that..
just because we were shortlisted doesnt mean we in, just because we had a chance doesnt mean we were accepted, doesnt mean anything..we could have NOT had the chance in the first place..so....hope is good..hope is bad..hope is jsut so weird..can give you lots of happiness.it could make you feel like shit too..depends...
sometimes..i scroll down the list of numbers i have in my phone, i have alot to say..many things to express.just..alot of emotions to release..and i dont knw who to talk to..
facing the truth, i have so little friends..the only thing im happy about is that i have great friends...the people i know who will never leave me no matter what.sounds so gay.but its so true.
thank god for what i've been through..made me a little less naive, abit more experienced.hahaha.
i truly understand the meaning of 勉强是没有幸福的..cos its so damn true man.hahah
love my life the way it is.
with pride i live man.
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